What I've Learned

This a bit different of an entry for this week. I wanted to take a moment and talk about what I’ve learned, and how I’ve grown because of this subculture and it’s music. I got into more aggressive and, unbeknownst to me, hardcore-adjacent music. Since a young age I’d been drawn to ska-punk and punk music, as well as some thrash and other guitar music. At around 17 I started to get into really adjacent bands, or bands that had ties to hardcore. Some of my favorite bands for a long time were The Devil Wears Prada, Taking Back Sunday, and August Burns Red. Prior to that I was listening to The Ramones, Sex Pistols, and several other punk bands. As I grew into other musical styles, I discovered hardcore and felt more alive and apart of something attending the shows than I’d ever felt before.

In this community I found more belonging than in religion, in school, or anywhere else. Another thing that I’ve gained from this is a love for activism, social and political awareness, and art. It is in this that I’ve discovered a love for creativity. Here I’ve found my reason and my purpose in life. That is to defy and question everything. It is because of bands like Bane, Gorilla Biscuits, Rotting Out, Trapped Under Ice, and Angel Du$t that I’ve found the ability to write and create something meaningful, at the very least, to me.

I’ve not done this blog for long, but I have done it enough to see the results. It is also because of this that I’ve been able to make friends. The other amazing thing I’ve learned is the fact that no matter who, what, or where you are, you have the ability to create, belong, and contribute to the overall progression of this subculture. I love hardcore and I love what it’s taught me. I still have so much to learn, but what I’ve learned so far is that it is what you attempt with what you have that matters most.

What I find most interesting, especially in scenes like AZHC, is the variety of sounds, styles, and preferences of hardcore. Even with these varying preferences, I feel elated by the fact that, for 15-30 minutes, that doesn’t matter. What matters is the feeling, the emotions, and the message. There are bands that have political messages, ones that talk about difficult lives, frustration, being straight edge/addiction, and many other important and moving things. However, the fans and kids that support the scene are able to put whatever preferences and differences in music aside and just have a solid time and create a space where you can let off any negative energy in a positive way. This is crucial, and what drives much of hardcore, in my personal opinion, to continue to be such a groundbreaking and inclusive subculture. It creates a space for influence from everyone and does all it can to have a positive and beneficial impact on the people that belong to it. Hardcore isn’t for everyone, but for those that belong and find it a place of peace and are willing to call it home, it’s rewarding and has so much to offer.

I've never loved anything as much as I love this, and I’m lucky to be a part of it.